deep down in the darkest corners,

if i could turn back time, if everything hadnt change, wouldnt it had been much better? But yet, there's nothing much i can do already, isnt it?

I dont know why I've always done the wrong things, say the wrong stuffs, just everything. I should have just shut up my big mouth. Really. I know its all of no use since its already like that. & i always JUST have to regret.

yknow, the feeling of regret really sucks big time. i hate it. & it just always have to happen like this. if i can, i wanna do everything to change this.

But i dont know what's more.

things hadnt gone so smoothly recently. probably just a few things really do perk me up. Nothing else i guess. I dont know what else i can do and everything. Why am i feeling this way?