PISSED

i see the pile of things i need to complete i totally lost the mood to do anything but to slack here for five minutes before i get onto work. Reached home at a pathetic time of 9pm and tmr thrs like math test and full of lessons ranging from boring ones to the most boring ones. How great.

REJECTION & DISAPPOINTMENT
its okay my wonderful seniors! (: They dont need to know how many hours we put in, they dont need to see all these, because we know it ourselves. Its okay they didnt see the many hours they think we didnt work hard for. Its okay they think we hadnt tried our best, its okay they kept comparing and said we cant make it.

Because i mind the process more than the outcome. Its just a VERY simple thing to i think, many people, but to me its a whole new thing (:

i guess little failures, rejection, disappointment, in life accumulates to make a person even stronger. And thats probably a good thing.

'Cause if you really do understand, it wasnt about the rejection at all. It wasnt. Its totally more than that, and its how YOU actually place everything together into words, which totally (gives a totally face). BUT YOU KNOW WHAT, its okay. (:

AND I TOTALLY TRIED LOTS OF NEW SWEETTALK FLAVOURS recently.
heh heh. Like, STRAWBERRY MILK TEA, VANILLA MILK TEA, and and VANILLA ICE BLEND. :D
not really a lot but at least i didnt stick to my usual one already lol! :D

ANYWAY LITTLE RED BEAN BROKE A LEG TODAY. HES NOW LAME! OHMYGOSH! i was damn heartbroken canzxc LOL. ):

anyway, thankyou to yewhui. FOR GIVING ME A NEW NICKNAME! tsktsk!

lastly, AHAHAHA.
goodluck man tky for the math test tmr omg.